Tuesday, February 13, 2007

OKAYYY.

so the time now is 12.46 am , tues.
shall talk somethings personal now.
(or maybe not really personal luh)

i've gotta wake up early tmr(actually its today, 12;46 remember? and HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!YOOHOO!=DD)
yea. back about tmr.
i have ta walk up early to get to Bishan CPF centre and get my singpass.
cos apparently , my singpass envelope walked away by itself.
Daddy and me have been searching for it the whole day. but hais..
no avail.
poopoo letter.
how can u run away!?
without you i can apply for JAE u know!
u naughty naughty.
we searched every corner of the house for you luh! couldnt u make my life simpler?
hide and seek is not fun animore okay.
Besides. i left you right at those 2 spots.
If i didnt touch you and nobody touched you, how could you have walked away!?
unlessssss........ my mum found you on the floor and threw you in the dustbin.
or unlessss....... she mixed you with her other pile of letters..
(although she said she didnt touch my things. "just like " the other time when she kept insisting she didnt touch my notebook bt it actually was in her bag.HOW NICE.
but if i were the one who misplaced you, please come back to mama!
and this i pray too.
in Jesus' name,
AMEN.


So, hopefully i can successfully get my singpass and log on to the JAE website and submit my application before 4 pm.
pray pray!
PLEASE.

and also,
i wanna mention something for a friend.
how can some people be SO heartless?
how could you miss yourself out for a friend's burfdae?
and last minute backing out.
you onli leave her unprepared and lost.
like, thats really heartless.
especially when you have no good reason to miss it.
wait till nobody celebrates your birthday.

i think this is me.
haha.
and i personally think its not good.=P

LIKE,
- you wanna talk to me rudely. FINEEEE , i'll talk to you rudely too and see if u like it.
(but ahehehe. only when your rude is tooo rude la.)

-you wanna roll your eyes at me for no particular reason? FINNEEE, i'll roll my eyes at you too and see if u like it.

-So, you wanna play hard to get on the sms? (not a few times but many times..) FINEEEE,
i 'll take 2 days to reply your msg and see if you like that.

-And like, if she's too conceited .Thinking she's SOOO great in running at cross country when she's not.I'll think " put the horse over la aiyo.." and i'll beat her STRAIGHT FLAT.but if she beats me, then i'll accept it lor.


and etc...

i think i really used to like doing this.
Like, " so u wanna do this? FINE, i'll do it back to you and see if you LIKE IT."
bt then i'll onli be like that at extreme cases luh. onli when it's too much.


and somehow i think it actually works.
hoho. she gets it and she stops doing it.

I think i have alot of sympathy and alot of heart(my close friends will know)
and if you're alone , i will definitely not leave you alone.
but, it was quite hard for me to share my heart and love with someone who's just TOO MUCH.
(knoe what? right now. i forgot what else i wanna say. cos i was chatting with Shao-poo on msn)

hahah
so yea... but i still think its not good la.
bcos of "love your enemy" that sort of thing
and proverbs 24:29 -
"Do not say, " I will do to him just as he has done to me""
and i think. this is how i have changed through out the years that you guys dont know.
hehe.=D huge huge grin-.


GOODNIGHT!
gotta slp early for tmr :)

I love you.